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Just to tell everyone
2 years ago
I'm complicated. And things suck. And I have made bad choices for the right reasons in my past, and it hurts to deal with the fallout.
With my time in prison, I was given four choices.
20 years in prison plea deal for federal interference.
3 years in prison, plus 2 years probation, for a requisition.
30-45 years if I fought in court and lost. Additional time given for wasting the court's time
Or get out free, if I fought my case and won.
I chose the three years, I wanted an absolute guarantee of freedom, not a chance, not a risk. There were people I loved far too much to put them through 20-45 years of my being away.
But for some, three years is far too much.
And I wonder if there was any point anymore.
My depression has been dragging me down, and I'm not sure how long I can keep on fighting anymore. I tried to do what was right, but went about it in the wrong way and lost. And now everything is my fault for not having enough trust.
With my time in prison, I was given four choices.
20 years in prison plea deal for federal interference.
3 years in prison, plus 2 years probation, for a requisition.
30-45 years if I fought in court and lost. Additional time given for wasting the court's time
Or get out free, if I fought my case and won.
I chose the three years, I wanted an absolute guarantee of freedom, not a chance, not a risk. There were people I loved far too much to put them through 20-45 years of my being away.
But for some, three years is far too much.
And I wonder if there was any point anymore.
My depression has been dragging me down, and I'm not sure how long I can keep on fighting anymore. I tried to do what was right, but went about it in the wrong way and lost. And now everything is my fault for not having enough trust.
