Sometimes I wonder if my good and bad periods are even to be judged by year. Compared to last year, I believe I am safe to say this one was an improvement. But not free of mischief. My sister's love story ended in her being alone with the kids, and having to move wherever a family member can shelter them, more specifically my father, than here, mom's place. This has been a trying year for all of us, and I am feeling stressed out a lot. But the little ones are worth it. My now 2 years old Niece and my 5 months old nephew.

This has been a year of many discoveries that relate to the period when christianity was more of a presence in my life. Origins of things I would not have discovered as a religious person. I won't go into details, recalling things without revisiting them is a difficult task, and I've spent years making long, long journals, knowing I don't have much of an audience anyways. But considering the future, and the big Hungarian crisis, I've come to see things that will heavily influence my view on the world.

I've long felt interest on the pagan side of history. First, the discovery of the ancient hungarian Táltos faith, then the discovery of Yuletide, and the Eostra. Since, I've been... living my life, and somehow bumping into more things. It's... not something I would tell my family about. My life, my future, my choices... are up to me, and the more knowledge comes my way... the more I feel... free!