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An absence, addressed.
2 years ago
Hi there.
It's been...five years since my last journal, and two years since my last upload. Things have been...Unhealthy to say the least.
At the beginning of 2021, I fell victim to an intense, horrible pain that eventually forced me out of my job. Doctors could not figure out what was wrong with me and opted to tell me that I had this issue or that issue, and gave me medications that followed said diagnoses to no avail. Treatment after treatment that left me without any actual aid, and nothing that eased my suffering for two years.
In the meantime, I had started up streaming, at www.twitch.tv/eebit, kept up my yearly memorial streams, and even got just popular enough to get sponsors from "those" mobile games. The US Government has fought me every step of the way to deny me disability.
As of late, there is a silver lining. After a four week intensive, daily program, I went through a pain management clinic, and with the help of psychologists, physical therapists and doctors, I have had some help with my chronic pain. However chronic pain requires chronic care. The great news is that I will be, at the very least, be able to resume streaming again. I hope to also return to some form of writing, one way or another; the doctors assured me that my constant, chronic pain caused what is known as 'homuncular smudging" which causes the brain to, basically, forget many important things, make it impossible to learn new details, even forget where the chronic pain originates at times.
If you wish to contact me, some time, since I rarely seem to nudge around FurAffinity, you can now find me around places like Discord, if you want to send me a note ( I am often invisible there though, for my sanity), though I am also on VRChat due to the exploration and social combination.
I know it's a lot to ask in this day and age, but due to my disability, and the government screwing me over, it's unlikely I can find a job that fits me soon, outside of my streaming and waving around of silly little mobile games. If you can and your situation allows you, I implore you to consider dropping my Ko-Fi at https://ko-fi.com/eebitbitee to help me push through until my next sponsorship.
Things will never be normal again. But it's learning to live life better than I did these last two years, is what matters.
There's more love and appreciation in my heart now, more than ever, and there's more room for myself in it, too.
It's been...five years since my last journal, and two years since my last upload. Things have been...Unhealthy to say the least.
At the beginning of 2021, I fell victim to an intense, horrible pain that eventually forced me out of my job. Doctors could not figure out what was wrong with me and opted to tell me that I had this issue or that issue, and gave me medications that followed said diagnoses to no avail. Treatment after treatment that left me without any actual aid, and nothing that eased my suffering for two years.
In the meantime, I had started up streaming, at www.twitch.tv/eebit, kept up my yearly memorial streams, and even got just popular enough to get sponsors from "those" mobile games. The US Government has fought me every step of the way to deny me disability.
As of late, there is a silver lining. After a four week intensive, daily program, I went through a pain management clinic, and with the help of psychologists, physical therapists and doctors, I have had some help with my chronic pain. However chronic pain requires chronic care. The great news is that I will be, at the very least, be able to resume streaming again. I hope to also return to some form of writing, one way or another; the doctors assured me that my constant, chronic pain caused what is known as 'homuncular smudging" which causes the brain to, basically, forget many important things, make it impossible to learn new details, even forget where the chronic pain originates at times.
If you wish to contact me, some time, since I rarely seem to nudge around FurAffinity, you can now find me around places like Discord, if you want to send me a note ( I am often invisible there though, for my sanity), though I am also on VRChat due to the exploration and social combination.
I know it's a lot to ask in this day and age, but due to my disability, and the government screwing me over, it's unlikely I can find a job that fits me soon, outside of my streaming and waving around of silly little mobile games. If you can and your situation allows you, I implore you to consider dropping my Ko-Fi at https://ko-fi.com/eebitbitee to help me push through until my next sponsorship.
Things will never be normal again. But it's learning to live life better than I did these last two years, is what matters.
There's more love and appreciation in my heart now, more than ever, and there's more room for myself in it, too.
gen0
~gen0
While I don’t personally know you and only know you from finding your grumpig, I am glad you finally got a silver lining at least! I do hope you have a little easier time with everything!
