So since the last journal, My family got rid of cable that was hard to adjust to... I got used to antenna eventually. Watching Who's line is it Anyway? with my family evokes a warm feeling, like wearing a well-knitted wool sweater. In fact I have recently acquired a genuine one, It's so comfortable I'm wearing it as much as possible.

My depression I guess was probably linked to my anxiety over the war of aggression between Country R and Country U and the possible withdrawal of aid from Alliance N

I was and still am terrified of Country R's President VP. I don't want to get political, but I'm sure we can all agree that Country R's Leader is a psychopathic murderer. However I digress.

The point is, for a long time I've had an information addiction, I was obsessed at looking up war news when I got bored. Every day I went to the institute for the Study of War website. Fortunately, I stopped for a week and my self-esteem increased! It's gonna be a long road to recovery but I swear I can do it!

Merry Christmas furs and dergs!! Hope you guys stuff yourselves tight this year! ^.=.^