-any current art requests are cancelled. i never did them officially and my main thing used to be "im fine with hearing it and i may find the idea cool, but i have the right to either draw it or not on my own time" and im sticking to that again because i don't like the pestering and the obligation
-if i have not replied to a general dm from you, do NOT send me beggier dms to ask how im doing. i know they're with good intentions but they're more likely to make me not want to talk at all

im about to sleep, yes this is out of character, i will attempt to return to this planet soon

2/25/2024 edit: my brain is a bit calmer but i think the best way to word what i struggle with is "i have fun when playing with friends, i have fun when working alone, but i can't do both and i cant swap between both on a whim"
i like making things with friends, but if you ask me when im gonna draw more or what i've been drawing lately when im in a calm mood it snaps me out of it and makes me feel bad