I wrote a fic!! just to try. I don't write much, so it's not that good but it was fun. technically just a dad x trans son incest porn fic, but I stuffed some conflicting feelings in there. "no prior sexual abuse" is standard for me, but in this one there's some memories of prior physical abuse. I have some new characters I'm playing with.

it's on Archive of Our Own, but I'll post it here too. when I think of a thumbnail.
anyway here you go:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/53161306

it's second person POV (you this, you that) to show this OC's own inner stream of consciousness and rationalizing about the situation. kind of a love-hate relationship with his dad. he can't get through to him and see what he's thinking. but sex is vulnerability and an opening to connect with him... in a way...