been considering retrying college
a year ago
I like learning stuff with other people and being taught things, having guidance, and also being forced to do things. because I have no inner motivation. I liked art college..........
but if I go back to college, my iconic brand I've built around my "disappointment and academic failure" identity will no longer be accurate. :/
but if I go back to college, my iconic brand I've built around my "disappointment and academic failure" identity will no longer be accurate. :/

Black-Star-Stallion
~black-star-stallion
Going back to college is a big decision. I flunked out my first go around (art major as well lol). It's a lot of hard work, but there's something kind of special about that second try. For me, it felt more meaningful. Like I WANTED to be there and do this for myself and no one else. If you go back, do it to prove to yourself that you are worth the hard work. That you're not a failure. Whatever you decide, I hope you're happy with your choice :)

dropoutfailure
~dropoutfailure
OP
thank you, that's very genuine... I might go just because I can hop to America through an exchange student program and see some internet friends. :)