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A level-headed update.
2 years ago
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Apologies for how I've been this past month. I've been in a really shit place and I think I'd better update with something less charged with self-destruction and moreso with some common sense. A lot has happened in my life and for several years I've been in a massive pit of despair where everything felt like it was my fault. Well, some things a hundred percent was my fault. For those, I apologise. However, let's get into the meat and potato of this update. What's been happening with me?
Well, near the end of January, I suffered a stroke. I'm doing alright, but I'm keeping close tabs just in case another one happens. My body has been sore and fatigued, and it's my own fault. For the people who know me closest, they know why I'm in this state and that I refuse to see a doctor despite living in the UK. To keep it simple, it's just because the doctors in my town are a bunch of dismissive quacks who will literally not even amuse my concern. It's fine, though. I'm made of tougher stuff, and I'm not gonna let a stroke be the cause of my untimely demise.
As for my pixel art? Well, given I've been occasionally uploading again, it's safe to say I'm getting back into drawing and sharing things again rather than remaining reclined to a few private servers. This doesn't mean I'll be sharing EVERYTHING I've done, but it DOES mean that I might make a habit of uploading more in the future. However, I will need to make one thing clear: I will NOT be taking commissions or requests. To put it simply, I will draw something if I want to draw it. You're welcome to ask, but the friends who have been my greatest support over the past few years will have a better chance of me taking them up on this. Do not send me money as an "advanced payment" for your "commission." This is your warning, I will just pocket it and treat it as a donation from a kind benefactor helping someone struggling with constant financial problems, because I am not dealing with the stresses that come with not being listened to in the first place. I'm sorry.
So, what's next for me in the future? Well... I don't know. I do know one thing though: I'm not about to just sit around any longer and let my emotions start to get the better of me. I'm gonna let myself cry them all out, and I'm gonna fucking FIGHT.
New year, new me, bitch.
Well, near the end of January, I suffered a stroke. I'm doing alright, but I'm keeping close tabs just in case another one happens. My body has been sore and fatigued, and it's my own fault. For the people who know me closest, they know why I'm in this state and that I refuse to see a doctor despite living in the UK. To keep it simple, it's just because the doctors in my town are a bunch of dismissive quacks who will literally not even amuse my concern. It's fine, though. I'm made of tougher stuff, and I'm not gonna let a stroke be the cause of my untimely demise.
As for my pixel art? Well, given I've been occasionally uploading again, it's safe to say I'm getting back into drawing and sharing things again rather than remaining reclined to a few private servers. This doesn't mean I'll be sharing EVERYTHING I've done, but it DOES mean that I might make a habit of uploading more in the future. However, I will need to make one thing clear: I will NOT be taking commissions or requests. To put it simply, I will draw something if I want to draw it. You're welcome to ask, but the friends who have been my greatest support over the past few years will have a better chance of me taking them up on this. Do not send me money as an "advanced payment" for your "commission." This is your warning, I will just pocket it and treat it as a donation from a kind benefactor helping someone struggling with constant financial problems, because I am not dealing with the stresses that come with not being listened to in the first place. I'm sorry.
So, what's next for me in the future? Well... I don't know. I do know one thing though: I'm not about to just sit around any longer and let my emotions start to get the better of me. I'm gonna let myself cry them all out, and I'm gonna fucking FIGHT.
New year, new me, bitch.
