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.:: 🔴 Bruh fck this year - Update 🔴 ::.
a year ago
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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
CURRENT STATUS:
Fixing PC. Work is back on track though.
TL:DR
After a shitstorm of utter shit this year - I'm back. Work should be regular again.
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First off.... Fucking hell, this year already...
I'm so sorry for the silence; between several health/family emergencies, a few police visits, and the 101 other shitty events... I've had little to no time to myself for commission work.
My mother had another downward spiral to the point we thought we were going to lose her. But, she's thankfully a stubborn lady, and pulled through. But, the stress during that time took it's toll on me. Despite having several siblings, I only have a true connection with my mother. The moment she's gone? I literally have no one in my life after that. Which is why the family are pushing me to see a therapist. Good luck with that. My older sister is already eyeing up all my electronic belongings cause she thinks I'll off myself as soon as mother passes. She's a real money grabber, that one.
At least I finally have a doctor's appointment, as I'm showing the symptoms of an inflamed appendix. As someone who went through 6+ months with an infected Gallbladder sometime ago, I'm not gonna let the NHS mess me around with this again. Yes, I get that they are strained atm (To those who aren't British, as amazing as it is to have free healthcare, the NHS are just an utter mess. If I had the money for it, I would prefer to go private) But if the Doc looks at me and goes 'lol it's just trapped wind you'll be fine' like they did before (Which led to the severely infected/on the verge of sepsis Gallbladder) I will throw hands with the Doctor.
And also.... is there like a crazy wave going on atm? Before, I could go months without an insane customer coming in at my other job. Now, it's like a weekly thing. We've had security and police having to come by. Company security now pop in for a check up most evenings now because of it. Which I don't mind.... lovely chap in a uniform always brightens my day.
But yes, hopefully soon everything will settle down again. I'm on a 2 week holiday (Well, one week. The other week I'm taking sick leave cause puking several times a day is not exactly work safe) so I'm hopeful in getting as much work as I can done during that time. If my body will allow it. Have so many pieces nearly finished, is just a case of sitting down and getting it done. Also Telegram is still being a pain for me. Literally get several spam convos a day now. Not sure how these randoms keep getting my contact info, but it's very frustrating. So I need to sort through it all.
Again, I do apologise for all these delays. Things are just so bloody hectic atm. But, I seriously need to concentrate on commission work for a while, cause I do want to do this full time again. I'm so done working in the customer service sector. Being shouted at cause we don't have a certain brand of beer is NOT worth minimum wage. Would rather work from home again, doing something I actually enjoy. And not have to bother with these utter creeps that keep coming into the shop. ( I even nearly punched a customer the other day after they were being aggressive to my co-worker. I may hate my job, but I like my co-workers. )
I'm desperate to draw butts......
Ryo-Ohki-Rosefox
~ryo-ohki-rosefox
when it rains it pours, hope life stop giving you a kick in the balls so you can relax for just a little bit
