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.:: Update - Have to come clear ::.
a year ago
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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
CURRENT STATUS:
Fixing PC. Work is back on track though.
As a few people in my life know; I suffer from severe muscle pain in my hips. Which, after several years, the doctors still haven't been able to diagnose it properly. It's just being left as 'soft muscle tissue damage'. Apparently I'm too young for it to be anything severe, and there are no tests to see what could be causing it. I've had this pain since I was 20, and as I turned 34 recently , having these pains for 14 years is taking it's toll.
The pain was beginning to be so bad, I started to self medicate. Helped with the pain, but made everything else worse. So after months of this, I managed to quit the self medication, and the Doctor finally prescribed me with a muscle relaxant. Which.... left me in a zombie like state. I could barely function. Pain was gone, but so was everything else. I could barely work, couldn't even draw cause my muscles felt like they were gone. And sadly, with all the pain I've lived with over the years; I was getting too comfortable with feeling nothing.
I've now been put on something else. Much weaker than what I was on, so I'm hoping I'll actually be able to function normally now. Currently getting over the flu, so I wont know for certain how I'll respond to the new meds. I swear my immune system is on vacation or something, cause I'm catching everything right now. Which, as a child who barely got a cold, is very new to me.
I've gotten quite a bit nearly complete, but until I've completely recovered, work is on hold for a few more days. I just thought I should share why I haven't been productive this year.
I'm so sorry for the delays. My health has been increasingly worse (Hell, had a close call a few weeks back. Feeling completely out of control and nearly dying is fucking terrifying when you live alone and have no one to help you...) but with the new meds, I'm hoping I'll actually be able to be productive now.
MadKat
~madkat
I hope you feel better soon and that the new meds help. Also sorry for bothering you here but ive been trying to get ahold of you for well over 6 months on telegram on both your old and new accounts about a commission that i won over a year ago that i am still waiting on. Please msg me whenever possible.
