I know I’ve not made a lot of journals or uploads in a while but today merits one. It’s been challenging for the last several years, but today I’ve arguably been given one of the biggest blows in my recent life.

My grandmother, whom I was rather close to, even referring to her as “Nana,” passed away in her sleep. I had know her health was in decline, and had even intended to visit with her before such could happen, but this still hits me hard. Honestly, I don‘t think I could have ever been prepared enough for this…