I’m sitting here counting down the days, knowing that my future has been altered. An entire ending has been stolen from me. It’s like a video game where you make the wrong choice, and everything changes, except I can’t just put a disc in to start over.

I don’t want to live without you. You were the greatest thing, and I would do anything for you to come back. The house is too quiet, and you may not even realize it, but you made my life ortg living, even when we were struggling. I need you back. I can’t promise you I’ll still be here if you don’t. My mind is constantly flipping between living and not. I’m stuck in between, and I need you more than anything.