|BIG UPDATE| I'm Retiring From Furry Life Soon...
a year ago
Wassup guys, it's fuzzbutt Daniel again!!
Heya folks.
I'm gonna cut to the chase for those who want something short:
Before the year is out, I will be leaving FurAffinity, and the furry community, for the forseeable future. Perhaps forever, perhaps for a few years, who knows. But, bottom line, I am going.
I want to make it clear, it's not because of any particular bad experience. Unlike many of my friends, several of whom have left already, my negative experiences in this life have been very few and far between. The vast majority furries I have met and befriended have been some of the kindest, funniest, most welcoming people I have ever known. I've never really been wrapped up in huge drama, or been in some big controversy, I've only met a very few jerk-offs who were easy to cut out of my life, and most impressive of all -- I have NEVER come across an art thief!!
(wait... why not??)
So, I leave here with a smile on my face and a song in my heart.
So, the question is, why am I leaving?
Short answer is, I just don't feel it anymore, and I have so much else to do, I don't have the time to either.
Longer version:
For one, I have too much to do outside of this life. I have a very demanding full time job, I'm building a life with my partner, dealing with a lot of responsibilities and I can't dedicate the time to drawing I used to when I started out, or during the lockdown where I (as so many did) suddenly found myself with way more free time. It was during then I was at my height in terms of production on this site because there weren't really any distractions, and furry life in those days was my escape from the stress and worries of that time, as it so often was in the hardest times in my life. But, now, those days have passed, I'm happier, in a fulfilling relationship, and many friends have even left or partially cut themselves off from this community, for one reason or another.
But, mostly, I don't get excited to draw furry porn, vore, macro/micro things. It doesn't bring me the joy it once did. I've explored every avenue I'm comfortable with, made characters and projects I'm proud of, developed something of a following and gained many supporters. A startling number of people have even said they're my FANS. All of that has been great. When I started, there was a fire in my heart, a love, passion and enthusiasm for all this stuff. But, for a while now, I feel more that it's out of obligation or momentum than truly wanting to make more of these things.
The second big reason is, more and more I have had a greater passion and burning desire to tell real stories, make graphic novels and get them published. My fiancee and I want to publish kids' books together! And, if I'm to achieve my lifelong dream, I'm going to have to focus on that, truly knuckle down and give it my best shot. I'm already in talks with a publisher ready and waiting for my first graphic novel, and if it's a success, that'll only come with greater pressure to do more, and sooner next time.
So there you have it. This is not quite good-bye yet, I'll be posting a few more things over the remainder of the year, and I'll do one last, big commission drive. But after that, I'll be heading off. I won't be deleting this account, don't worry -- the lights will stay on even if I'm not home anymore.
Thank you so much to the folks who have been here, stuck around with me, supported, commented on, helped me out with and even financially supported my art here. I'll always have fond memories of this place, and the things we made together.
-Daniel.
I'm gonna cut to the chase for those who want something short:
Before the year is out, I will be leaving FurAffinity, and the furry community, for the forseeable future. Perhaps forever, perhaps for a few years, who knows. But, bottom line, I am going.
I want to make it clear, it's not because of any particular bad experience. Unlike many of my friends, several of whom have left already, my negative experiences in this life have been very few and far between. The vast majority furries I have met and befriended have been some of the kindest, funniest, most welcoming people I have ever known. I've never really been wrapped up in huge drama, or been in some big controversy, I've only met a very few jerk-offs who were easy to cut out of my life, and most impressive of all -- I have NEVER come across an art thief!!
(wait... why not??)
So, I leave here with a smile on my face and a song in my heart.
So, the question is, why am I leaving?
Short answer is, I just don't feel it anymore, and I have so much else to do, I don't have the time to either.
Longer version:
For one, I have too much to do outside of this life. I have a very demanding full time job, I'm building a life with my partner, dealing with a lot of responsibilities and I can't dedicate the time to drawing I used to when I started out, or during the lockdown where I (as so many did) suddenly found myself with way more free time. It was during then I was at my height in terms of production on this site because there weren't really any distractions, and furry life in those days was my escape from the stress and worries of that time, as it so often was in the hardest times in my life. But, now, those days have passed, I'm happier, in a fulfilling relationship, and many friends have even left or partially cut themselves off from this community, for one reason or another.
But, mostly, I don't get excited to draw furry porn, vore, macro/micro things. It doesn't bring me the joy it once did. I've explored every avenue I'm comfortable with, made characters and projects I'm proud of, developed something of a following and gained many supporters. A startling number of people have even said they're my FANS. All of that has been great. When I started, there was a fire in my heart, a love, passion and enthusiasm for all this stuff. But, for a while now, I feel more that it's out of obligation or momentum than truly wanting to make more of these things.
The second big reason is, more and more I have had a greater passion and burning desire to tell real stories, make graphic novels and get them published. My fiancee and I want to publish kids' books together! And, if I'm to achieve my lifelong dream, I'm going to have to focus on that, truly knuckle down and give it my best shot. I'm already in talks with a publisher ready and waiting for my first graphic novel, and if it's a success, that'll only come with greater pressure to do more, and sooner next time.
So there you have it. This is not quite good-bye yet, I'll be posting a few more things over the remainder of the year, and I'll do one last, big commission drive. But after that, I'll be heading off. I won't be deleting this account, don't worry -- the lights will stay on even if I'm not home anymore.
Thank you so much to the folks who have been here, stuck around with me, supported, commented on, helped me out with and even financially supported my art here. I'll always have fond memories of this place, and the things we made together.
-Daniel.
I'll post the new comm drive within about a week I hope, and there'll be 15 slots open so, there'll be plenty of chance!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56185863/
Luckily I have a great partner who will be helping me to realise the stories, and I have contacts in two different publishing companies and I'll have to figure which one to go with, so they should be able to get me in. In a year or two, if you see a new graphic novel series of a wingless dragon in a mystic land of dangerous creatures on a quest for a true home, you'll know who REALLY wrote it, haha
And indeed I have an extensive series of notes. I have the series planned into at least 6 chapters of the story, each volume being approx 52 pages each.
The bible is so complex I had to split IT into chapters too, with an index pointing to specific characters, their relationships, the history, legends, cultures, lost history, the big important mystic objects and even the geography of the continent the main action takes place in, let alone the world itself. This story was planned out like crazy. It was meant to be posted to FA until I realised it would be better served being a proper published story.
I'll still pop onto the ol' Discord from time to time, so I'm not 100% gone, just not posting furry art anymore.
Well... not for a really long time anyway, if the mood really strikes.
It's been a great 12 years.
ive wanted art of my Marley from you!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56185863/
It's lovely to get well wishes as I embark on this journey, it means a lot!
That's more than no one.
Farewell! And thanks the artworks you made, and shared, with the love within them!
Sorry to leave a number of projects unfinished or even unstarted in some cases. Still, what's here will stay as long as the site does, so you won't miss out if you wanna revisit the oldies.
Is there any way you can feasibly keep up a reduced presence here? Or is it just not possible?
Aside of that, the main issue really is what I said above, I don't have the passion in me for creating furry art, and without that spark of inspiration, I can't force it out of myself, and what might come out just wouldn't be good.
And who knows what comes to you in the future!? :) You may won the lottery, got bored no need to work, you might have already traveled all around the world, and you might think 'What should I do next? I could draw again! Where did I put that FF password of mine?'
Everything I say here is legitimate, if somewhat poorly timed.
I'm sad that you'll be leaving but glad that I was around to see you work your magic 🤗 I hope you get to continue doing it, in whatever form/genre gets your motivational motor running.
Also, if you'll excuse a brief moment of selfishness, I'm super glad I commissioned you, I absolutely love how it turned out & no one could have done it better than you did 🏆
If you are able and up for it, I will this week be opening up commissions again one last time, initially 15 slots but depending on how many folks want to jump in too, I might just extend that a bit.
So, I'm around for a while yet, but at the start of 2025, that'll be it here (though the gallery will remain)