I'm thinking about my drawings right now and Im sad. I want to be understood, and so far no one has done it. I want people to understand the whole me, the whole story, and not just superficial visual associations. I want my characters to at least be recognized. I don't want my videos on the old channel, as well as on the new one, to have less than a hundred views - pretty much lost media, because no one will remember them. I still can't find my target audience anywhere - especially those who understand. For me, it's not just random characters, with lines that I liked from others and I did the same for fun. It's a fucking autobiography and trauma art. And yes, I haven't had time to do and show anything yet, but so far I can't even get a small audience. probably better drawings are accepted when you make them either ONLY for yourself, or only for others, and no other mix is accepted

old youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@anxiousvirus
current youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@Magnesiap

please give a watch and thank you. if you like my art please reblog it and repost it