Welp, finally saying stuff I want to say
a year ago
--Opening Journal--
I'm just gonna be honest and say it bluntly; I don't care about this account and its content anymore.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still a regular on this site, even for the NSFW things; but only for certain users and their works now. I don't even care as much about these kinks of mine anymore, or at least I'm tired of being turned on by certain stuff with them. It's to the point where I actually hate how this account is enshrined as a "wacky kinks" one.
Also, no offence to any of you, a lot of you are pretty decent; but I just don't want to interact with any of you nowadays, especially the guys into the same things I've now lost a lot of interest in.
More importantly, I did try to get my motivation back and get active here again, and I really wanted to get some more art done. But, long story short, that constantly nagging procrastination, alongside my job and other offline stuff, had only gone and driven me to severe anxiety; as in the full-on, physical-effect, medication-needed level of anxiety. Yep.
And frankly? I've felt a lot better now that keeping this place alive isn't in my top priorities anymore.
So, is this actually a goodbye? Not really, more of a "see you again sometime". Like I said, I'm still using FA, but only for checking out certain stuff right now.
Will I ever get back to doing art again, whether here or elsewhere? Oh definitely, I do still want to create stuff and have a load of ideas waiting. Just don't expect too much more inflatable, deflation and other shit like that when I do. In fact, expect more trains than pooltoys. Also more 3D works.
With that said, I'm off to play games and relax. Peace.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still a regular on this site, even for the NSFW things; but only for certain users and their works now. I don't even care as much about these kinks of mine anymore, or at least I'm tired of being turned on by certain stuff with them. It's to the point where I actually hate how this account is enshrined as a "wacky kinks" one.
Also, no offence to any of you, a lot of you are pretty decent; but I just don't want to interact with any of you nowadays, especially the guys into the same things I've now lost a lot of interest in.
More importantly, I did try to get my motivation back and get active here again, and I really wanted to get some more art done. But, long story short, that constantly nagging procrastination, alongside my job and other offline stuff, had only gone and driven me to severe anxiety; as in the full-on, physical-effect, medication-needed level of anxiety. Yep.
And frankly? I've felt a lot better now that keeping this place alive isn't in my top priorities anymore.
So, is this actually a goodbye? Not really, more of a "see you again sometime". Like I said, I'm still using FA, but only for checking out certain stuff right now.
Will I ever get back to doing art again, whether here or elsewhere? Oh definitely, I do still want to create stuff and have a load of ideas waiting. Just don't expect too much more inflatable, deflation and other shit like that when I do. In fact, expect more trains than pooltoys. Also more 3D works.
With that said, I'm off to play games and relax. Peace.
AJthekeldeo68
~ajthekeldeo68
Take care
Demokip
~jack37343
Hell yeah man as much as I adored your pooltoy content you do what makes you happy! I'll stick around to support you regardless even if trains arent really my jam sorry if I've never commented much I'm not the best at this type of thing
RoboMattias
~thebeast76
Take care, dude. We'll be around.

Take care. I hope for the best for you.
Thawk
~thawk
This is a hobby, not a job, I'm happy you can do what you want. Find peace! =^^=
draconicdreamsart
~draconicdreamsart
Oof. Good luck out there.
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