I don't know how it came to this... I had friends with whom I used to confide everything and I thought they were my best friends, even after I lost my best friend...

But now those people I thought I mattered with seem like I'm just a distant memory of what I used to be, I know times change you find another group of friends that are more in tune with your tastes and little by little you move away from those that maybe aren't, but even though I understand it I can't help but think what did it mean now for that person?

I know that no matter how much I love him/her I will never be more than a distant friend or maybe just an acquaintance, maybe that person feels sorry for me and that's why he hasn't finished distancing himself from me even though he doesn't care anymore....

I don't know, I would like to know or have the strength to confront him and tell him to his face that I am for him? But I'm afraid of losing what I have left of him, so I guess I will make this diary addressed to an anonymous person, that person will know, I want to imagine, if it is her/him I mean,

I for my part will be fine I just need some time to move on but it still hurts a little to see how something we had with strong ties has faded as if nothing and today is only a memory of what we were in our days of "glory" even if it was not those good times.