The Ride is Over...
a year ago
(WARNING: This journal will bring up subjects as dark as Pedophilia. If you are not in the right head space to hear about this, I do not suggest reading... Thank you for being a fan...)
I'm writing this in a state of high emotion - If I miss my words or fail to explain everything clearly, I apologize...
In the early year of 2020, I had destroyed my first attempt at my AA account... I wasn't entirely truthful as to why I was doing so... While yes, I had left because of the stresses that running a FNaF themed fetish page had brought me, I was never open about details... I'm telling the truth: now... In 2020, I had found out that pedophiles had been twisting the images I've been making for terrible purposes... One of the most popular was my Glamrock Freddy CV image, of which I've most of all disowned and have not posted on this website...
When I rebuilt this my AA account, I had foolishly thought that plastering everywhere that I wanted things above age, safe, and kind; along with keeping user contact to a minimum, would quell the pedos from reentering the space... I was wrong...
This past year, I have been accused of being a pedophile from time to time, by various FA users: now I know why... An anonymous person had emailed me this morning, informing me that users (Both on this sight and others) have gathered my images and are repurposing them and giving them contexts that are extremely vile and upsetting. To be frank, they are implying and/or outright stating that the animatronics in my artworks are consuming children... How Fucking disgusting...
I have checked this out for myself, and I have no words... I'm now considered a pedophile to a section of the fetish community, and I feel sick...
I would like to apologize to all of my viewers that were not seeing my images in that light, nor ever would... However, I cannot continue producing artwork whilst knowing what people are doing with them... I'm sorry, but I will not fuel the desires of pedophiles, whether I meant to, or not... I'm just as upset as some of you may be... But I honestly should've seen this coming, I was an idiot for thinking otherwise...
As for my artwork, and this page... I'm not going to give them what they want, anymore... This bad is far too bad for the good to outweigh, in my opinion... I won't remove any of my images, the damage has been done regarding those... But for me and anything in the future, I'm finished... Not to offend any of the good-hearted people viewing my page when I say this, but I want to wash my hands of this website and the other offending ones, I honestly feel dirty, as dirty as I did last time... It was fun while it lasted, thank you all, so much...
I'm writing this in a state of high emotion - If I miss my words or fail to explain everything clearly, I apologize...
In the early year of 2020, I had destroyed my first attempt at my AA account... I wasn't entirely truthful as to why I was doing so... While yes, I had left because of the stresses that running a FNaF themed fetish page had brought me, I was never open about details... I'm telling the truth: now... In 2020, I had found out that pedophiles had been twisting the images I've been making for terrible purposes... One of the most popular was my Glamrock Freddy CV image, of which I've most of all disowned and have not posted on this website...
When I rebuilt this my AA account, I had foolishly thought that plastering everywhere that I wanted things above age, safe, and kind; along with keeping user contact to a minimum, would quell the pedos from reentering the space... I was wrong...
This past year, I have been accused of being a pedophile from time to time, by various FA users: now I know why... An anonymous person had emailed me this morning, informing me that users (Both on this sight and others) have gathered my images and are repurposing them and giving them contexts that are extremely vile and upsetting. To be frank, they are implying and/or outright stating that the animatronics in my artworks are consuming children... How Fucking disgusting...
I have checked this out for myself, and I have no words... I'm now considered a pedophile to a section of the fetish community, and I feel sick...
I would like to apologize to all of my viewers that were not seeing my images in that light, nor ever would... However, I cannot continue producing artwork whilst knowing what people are doing with them... I'm sorry, but I will not fuel the desires of pedophiles, whether I meant to, or not... I'm just as upset as some of you may be... But I honestly should've seen this coming, I was an idiot for thinking otherwise...
As for my artwork, and this page... I'm not going to give them what they want, anymore... This bad is far too bad for the good to outweigh, in my opinion... I won't remove any of my images, the damage has been done regarding those... But for me and anything in the future, I'm finished... Not to offend any of the good-hearted people viewing my page when I say this, but I want to wash my hands of this website and the other offending ones, I honestly feel dirty, as dirty as I did last time... It was fun while it lasted, thank you all, so much...
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(I'm sorry for everything that's happened, I really hope you heal from all of this, it was great while it lasted)