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An Ending of 18 Years Together, 10 Years Later...
a year ago
10 years to the day. Not really how to feel about this. Haven't tried finding anyone else, not sure I ever will. Still employed, still have my condo, still hurting (more from the damage done to me, not the breakup itself), still lonely.
Bitter? Not really. Depressed? That's something I've lived with almost my entire life (since age 7) so that's not going away. Wishing I had friends to visit? Absolutely. Wishing I could get over the fear and worry over meeting new friends to allow them to visit? Yup.
Drugs? Nope. Smoking? Been quit 25 years. Drinking? I'll have one of those adult slushies after a crappy day, maybe 2-3 times a month. So at least those sorts of addictions are not a concern. A six pack of beer can last me several months.
Bitter? Not really. Depressed? That's something I've lived with almost my entire life (since age 7) so that's not going away. Wishing I had friends to visit? Absolutely. Wishing I could get over the fear and worry over meeting new friends to allow them to visit? Yup.
Drugs? Nope. Smoking? Been quit 25 years. Drinking? I'll have one of those adult slushies after a crappy day, maybe 2-3 times a month. So at least those sorts of addictions are not a concern. A six pack of beer can last me several months.
Glad to see and hear that you continue to do well and maintain a relatively stable life.
*hugsa bunny* Continued peace and prosperity old friend. :-D
Am a li'l foxy some of the time too, is fun havin a tail to be able to hug, and not just a mudflap! *giggle* Hope things are well for you and yours too :)