artshaming
a year ago
lately i've been hyperfixated on how much negativity i associate with a lot of my older art, to the point where i've been obsessively tempted to nuke all my accounts online (a bad idea).
just feels like a looming threat over my head at all times of having loose ends kinda dangling around doing nothing, not too sure but i just want a fresh start on life, or an end, one of the two
not sure anymore, gonna continue drawing until i stop
just feels like a looming threat over my head at all times of having loose ends kinda dangling around doing nothing, not too sure but i just want a fresh start on life, or an end, one of the two
not sure anymore, gonna continue drawing until i stop
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So I basically redraw it since I feel my skills have improved.
"oh i drew this when THAT happened" and it all comes back yeah???
If you just full on delete it, you can NEVER get it back again, and there will come a point, even it is the most cringy thing you ever made, that you'll be sad you can't quickly go look at what you used to make or how you started.
I really hope you can help yourself with these feelings man. Theres a lot of people who love what youve made and done. When I read this I saw a lot of me and my feelings in it, so I have a lot of sympathy for this. I wish you well
usually i'm fully all about keeping old shit just for reference like "look at how far i've come" but lately it's backfired
What you consider unimpressive now is probably someone's favorite piece from you because it speaks to them :)
Joking aside honestly don't do that man. For you to let me see your characters from beginning to end is something I ma thankful for. as I do love seeing some of your inspiration to "madness"
but if Y'ALL enjoy them that's what i'm here for
I often think that I need to delete everything, absolutely everything that I posted and start again, so that I don’t look back and so that people don’t look at old work and tell me “it was better before”
no one has ever told me this, but it’s like my brain wants to prevent that situation, because I feel like due to depression and frequent breaks in drawing, my skills are deteriorating..
GOD SORRY
I didn't want to write so much, but it's really relatable
I hope you can handle it *hug* 〒▽〒
like something about treating old art as a learning experience but also sometimes associating their creations with a rough patch in their life and it's like "Oh i DOUBLE hate this"
and then some just wanna remove it altogether and "start fresh"
You could also put some in the Scraps folder.
One one hand I want to say 'your art is great' and encourage you because I like what you make a lot and have for a long time.
On the other hand, I respect this feeling as a creator, and think you should follow your drive.
So all I will be say - be wary of imposter syndrome (don't believe its lies) - but if you've checked against that, follow your heart. You deserve to be happy with your creations~
on ONE hand i wanna take a break. on the other, taking a break from something that's been integral to my life since i was like fuckin, 8 years old, LITERALLY leaves me depressed as hell
I dont know if I can suggest a break. But given you wanna try music, maybe that can re-ignite your passion to learn something new?
I can definitely understand that negativity creeping up though.
I CAN ALSO CONFIRM cos I tried learning the piano back in my teens and I just, actually had to pry myself away from it. I need to learn to prioritize things better.