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7 month Update
a year ago
Well, I moved back in with Drake to help provide transportation for his job, to get my job which I've just quit. Idiot a reckless move on my part but it was just ADHD snap time. I ran. I have a terrible pattern of this which only gets worse with every job I ever try to keep. I just snap so quickly and I usually always regret it. I just can’t keep it.. Swallowing shit for a paycheck.
I can't justify the hole I'm still in but I am still trying to escape. I took that time and did as much mental reflection as I could. Months of cleaning and listening to hours of podcasts of self-help. I did learn what I could, questioned what I truly wanted, what’s my goal, what’s my purpose, am I happy, how can I change, and it all comes down to.. I want to live my life. I did come back to help and was fine for a few months. And then weeks of anxiety and just general shitty management exploded on me during a terrible meeting. Every person in my life has listened to this really long saga about charging machines, saying no, and taking shits. "Dee, I'm glad you chose you and left."
On a positive note..
I did finally sit down and start planning my thoughts into actions. I'm interested in taking commissions for a steady fall back until I can get back on my feet and I was encouraged to check out how much work I can get done in two hours.
So if you're interested in finding out that out with me, why don't you come check my stream out tonight, or please note me with your interest.
I will need a
+ Character's ref
+ Idea for character's posing/mood/theme
+ $50 bucks
Paypal or CashApp.
There are plans for streaming until I get back on my feet, which are live on Twitch as SFW content. I still might figure out to do NSFW streams as a reward for anyone who wants to support me a bit more. I will start uploading when I finish my projects. I want to set up a Patreon as well for a couple of perks. I have a discord to dust off with the intent of using it for a supportive friendly environment. I do want to workshop and make snippets about the dating video game I've been talking about eventually making. I am interested in making puppets for conventions. I will push myself and develop into a stronger artist and not give up but adapt. I bet. I could get what I want in this life if I put the work back into loving art. And posting more consistently.
I'm happy if you read this. I will check back in soon.
