Taking a step back
a year ago
With a heavy heart, I must step away from social media for a bit. This includes messaging platforms like Discord and Telegram. Stepping back was something I didn’t want to resort to; however, with all the physical and mental pain I have been enduring these last weeks, I am left with no other choices. I can barely take care of myself, let alone run a business. I am in a very fragile state. This last month has worn me down. I can barely go 15 minutes into a drawing session without feeling debilitating depression. I am petrified to even pick up my stylus. I can’t sleep, because I worry about failing not only at art but failing the amazing community I found myself lucky to be in.
I am going to need some time. Time to get myself in order, and time to be able to draw again. This will likely be a month or two, maybe even longer. I deeply apologize to everyone who has been supporting me. From the commissioners in my queue who know have to wait longer, or the Patreons who won’t have any new content to vote on/ see progress of. I know how lucky I am to have all these amazing folks supporting my dream. It devastates me to let you guys down. I will do my best to get back on my feet as soon as possible.
From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry and will see you all again soon. <3
I am going to need some time. Time to get myself in order, and time to be able to draw again. This will likely be a month or two, maybe even longer. I deeply apologize to everyone who has been supporting me. From the commissioners in my queue who know have to wait longer, or the Patreons who won’t have any new content to vote on/ see progress of. I know how lucky I am to have all these amazing folks supporting my dream. It devastates me to let you guys down. I will do my best to get back on my feet as soon as possible.
From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry and will see you all again soon. <3
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Take care of yourself and know that even though time might pass where others might not hear from you or see your creative flow, The best gifts you can give are the ones that feed your soul, your body, and your mind. Please remember that. Everyone else will be here when you return.
what make community better is to bring what right and better and joy to community.
you are your hope. because you always bring smile to someone not only with art but with you. but please take care!
It takes a lot of strength to talk about such personal issues publicly, and courage to decide when you need to take a break.
Take as much time as needed Ky
You deserve rest and relaxation.
We all want you feeling good again. It sounds like you've putt a lot of pressure on yourself.
A few years ago, i had gone through some really bad staff, that really pressured and taxed me beyond my limits, mentally and physically too. I know how it feels to just go through something like this, and i am telling this, not for sympathy,ut to let you know, you dont have to apologize for anything.
Your health matters, now and always, so please take all the time you need, and take care of yourself. You deserve it.
Just know this. It does get better, and it starts by doing this, taking care of yourself.
And will be looking forward on reading your future works and you come back. They are really sweet, and funny too!
Until then, please be well, and wish you a good rest!
I'm wishing you all the best! See you when you return!
So rest up and do what you need to do to feel alright, wishing you the best, Kygen
Get well