TLDR was in quite serious health but vaguely ok now

i had stomach pain moth ago but was sure its just wierd health poisoning , went to hospital and they not found that much as by now i felt better

then month later was feeling unwell and and with few symptoms i had i went to doctor again , and turned-out that gallbladder stone got stuck inside the tract and was poisoning my body and blood due liver/ballbladder tract was completely blocked for a while

i had to have sort of surgery but not surgery , medical procedure? went under full anaesthesia to remove the stone and put protesis inside so new stones not get stuck (as i got more stones inside) , my liver also "seen better days" as before i finaly knew and doctors knew what was wrong it got a bit damaged (but liver is great organ and should get better soon , im on diet now for time being) spend like 4 days in surgery ward and was discharged


then had 3rd hospital visit as was sure i got internal bleeding 2 days later (and was semi right as there was one but by the time i went to hospital and had tests it mostly healed by now but had to stay 36 hours in hospital) was discharged and been home since

im still doing blood tests every now and then but been quite messed up by whole thing , also its first time i had full anestesia for anything and it was medium risk procedure but if i not had it "i would die anyway" and doctor was displeased i seamed to "cherful before surgery about it"

i got to say its good to be alive and had some time in hospital to rethink of some past things and about..ones mortality

i was pondering if i should even share it but i also need to inform few friends and journal is easier.