TLDR was in hospital 4rd time , had serious surgery , spend 3-4 days in ER , im home now recovering

Closer friends already know but time to inform friends i dont talk daily (as linking journal is easier then mentioning or annoying everyone with long convo)

Week ago i had symptoms popup who "classify as going to ER" , it was complication after 2rd or 3th visit , my ball bladder did get infection from ether of last procedures , was admitted to hospital with puking and "intense gut pain" even with strong opioids like fentanyl and oxycodone i could not even sit or lay on bed so spend most of that day on floor on pillow leaned against bed (to displeasure of hospital staff as your not supposed to but they understood the pain) , few hours i could finaly have surgery to remove infected ball bladder(this one was serious one this time)

So was taken to surgical ward , did get injection to fall asleep , woken up few hours later in post surgery ward , was incredibly groggy and was told that "keyhole surgery atempt" failed and they had to preform "regular cut surgery" , spend next 3 days in hospital recovering , sadly "big pain and uncomfortably bed (im quite tall and hospital beds got leg stopper so legs cant hangout) i not managed to rest much , but all tests seamed good and was discharged 4 days ago

im still recovering , first 2 days at home were quire rough as had quite few side effects from Anastasia , had a bit hallucinations and delirium who made it hard for me to get sleep

yestorday i had few hours of sleep and today was first night i could consider "i had almost or normal sleep" , wound iches and a bit hurts but most other symptoms by now subsided and im on way to recovery.