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Please HELP or share! [Not so good update]
a year ago
Update 11/15/2024 "The horrors persist but still do I "...yeah still struggling.. *sigh*
You can also donate here https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ashwolves or with my Fur Affinity Shinies
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
Hello everyone, it's Ash.
First off, Yes, I'm alive but I'll never be the same. Some of you may have noticed my presence has been missing for a while...Life has been rough the past year for myself and my spouse with an accumulation of some of the world's worst luck and my health wearing me out. A lot of death, pain, and loss inflicted on me this year. The biggest hit was losing my mother in addition to another fur baby having passed only a month before that; and more recently my grandmother-in-law. Grief is very heavy on the soul, especially when it's unexpected. I worry for the rest of my family, especially my father.
I've also been dealing with my own health which I am feeling worse as I age both physically and mentally. I've never openly talked about that before but it's come to a point that it does affect my work as an artist now. I have a lot of issues but the biggest I suffer from is fibromyalgia with constant pain since I was a teen and now even more so I have days debilitating that my hands are in pain when I hold a pencil for a few minutes or I don't have the strength to open a water bottle even. Things like walking and movement are painful, I push myself every day to get out of bed. I've also noticed I have terrible brain fog with my memory. I'm having short term recollection problems and I know that can be frustrating on Jody sometimes. I thank the universe every day for giving me Jody as he takes care of me and does what he can do for me. Jody is also struggling with grief, his health, and with finding a steady job. I'd like to think we can get through this together.
I've found comfort in coloring for fun with a mouse since my hands are more freely open and less painful doing that. Because of this I will be slow with art but, I won't let it stop me from doing art, I could never. Unfortunately, since I've been so broken from all this and more, the fallout has also left me with a bunch of debt to the point I'm scared and just don't know where else to turn for help right now. Bills have always been a battle and now it's gotten BAD.. shut off notices and possible loss of our home. I feel embarrassed to ask for help in all this as I am usually an introverted person who tries their best at self-sustainability and fear of bothering others. I will be taking donations to help to get back on my feet in addition to doing pay-what-you-want sketches and flat coloring commissions. If you would like one please let me know or you can just donate to me at my funding link. Even a dollar or sharing will help immensely. https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
Even though I am a ball of never-ending stress and pain, I am holding hope for better times ahead. Even little things like just being able to get my own groceries again or have actual good clothes to wear or not worrying about if I can afford our medicines this month. I want to see the light out of this tunnel. I'm holding out hope and trying to be positive, it's hard! Hoping to come back to posting again soon.
Thank you all! Remember to stay hydrated.
From,
- Ash
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
PS I am also selling crafts here
wolfiewear and adoptables here 
safe-for-wolf and designs online here Red Bubble Designs for income to help if you'd like to buy something from me. I have collectible stuff im letting go off to for funds like beanie babies, pokemon, digimon, yugioh cards, disney pins, vhs, comic books, and other stuff. If interested or looking for something within those let me know.
You can also donate here https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ashwolves or with my Fur Affinity Shinies
You can also donate here https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ashwolves or with my Fur Affinity Shinies
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
Hello everyone, it's Ash.
First off, Yes, I'm alive but I'll never be the same. Some of you may have noticed my presence has been missing for a while...Life has been rough the past year for myself and my spouse with an accumulation of some of the world's worst luck and my health wearing me out. A lot of death, pain, and loss inflicted on me this year. The biggest hit was losing my mother in addition to another fur baby having passed only a month before that; and more recently my grandmother-in-law. Grief is very heavy on the soul, especially when it's unexpected. I worry for the rest of my family, especially my father.
I've also been dealing with my own health which I am feeling worse as I age both physically and mentally. I've never openly talked about that before but it's come to a point that it does affect my work as an artist now. I have a lot of issues but the biggest I suffer from is fibromyalgia with constant pain since I was a teen and now even more so I have days debilitating that my hands are in pain when I hold a pencil for a few minutes or I don't have the strength to open a water bottle even. Things like walking and movement are painful, I push myself every day to get out of bed. I've also noticed I have terrible brain fog with my memory. I'm having short term recollection problems and I know that can be frustrating on Jody sometimes. I thank the universe every day for giving me Jody as he takes care of me and does what he can do for me. Jody is also struggling with grief, his health, and with finding a steady job. I'd like to think we can get through this together.
I've found comfort in coloring for fun with a mouse since my hands are more freely open and less painful doing that. Because of this I will be slow with art but, I won't let it stop me from doing art, I could never. Unfortunately, since I've been so broken from all this and more, the fallout has also left me with a bunch of debt to the point I'm scared and just don't know where else to turn for help right now. Bills have always been a battle and now it's gotten BAD.. shut off notices and possible loss of our home. I feel embarrassed to ask for help in all this as I am usually an introverted person who tries their best at self-sustainability and fear of bothering others. I will be taking donations to help to get back on my feet in addition to doing pay-what-you-want sketches and flat coloring commissions. If you would like one please let me know or you can just donate to me at my funding link. Even a dollar or sharing will help immensely. https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
Even though I am a ball of never-ending stress and pain, I am holding hope for better times ahead. Even little things like just being able to get my own groceries again or have actual good clothes to wear or not worrying about if I can afford our medicines this month. I want to see the light out of this tunnel. I'm holding out hope and trying to be positive, it's hard! Hoping to come back to posting again soon.
Thank you all! Remember to stay hydrated.
From,
- Ash
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
https://gofund.me/f8fba15a
PS I am also selling crafts here
wolfiewear and adoptables here 
safe-for-wolf and designs online here Red Bubble Designs for income to help if you'd like to buy something from me. I have collectible stuff im letting go off to for funds like beanie babies, pokemon, digimon, yugioh cards, disney pins, vhs, comic books, and other stuff. If interested or looking for something within those let me know.You can also donate here https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ashwolves or with my Fur Affinity Shinies
Wishing you well and hoping that you can keep up the good fight!