It's 4 am right now and it's hitting me like a truck
I keep thinking about dragoneer and this site and how much it has It influenced my whole life
All the critters i met, all the phases I went through
This site showed me I could really become an artist when I grew up, it was possible. Ive made so many friends here, some I still talk to, others we went our own ways. Some have passed on too early and have that infinity sign..

Ofc the site was never perfect, we all had our ups and down
I don't get as many faves as I used to, this isn't my home base anymore
But I'm still here
typing out a journal in classic mode

I don't know
No one should have to go out like that
This might seem very dramatic, its 4 am and I am crying a bit
Of course I didnt know him personally, but it was obvious how much he supported artists and so many others. Most of my art friends have a story of a follow or a fav or a supportive comment.

Anyways, it's a reminder of how lucky it is just to wake up everyday