So, I find myself looking at myself. For years I have been Ren. I started out at 13 with my first character which was Sonic Spot Cheetah...that lasted a day...then I changed to Renagade L Hedgehog. A black hedgehog from the sonic universe. Sonic was how I became a furry. Then I became a cat. A black and white cat with brown hair..so Renagade Cat or Ren Cat. Then for nearly 20 years I stayed with that as my one and only fursona. Even though I had a ton a characters, Ren had been my only self. Then went from male to transfem and I loved it for me. ...then due to several things in rl and just looking at myself.. I noticed things changed. I wasn't seeing myself as Ren anymore...then Owen was born.. I saw myself as a bear, male...then that changed being Genderfluid I could be anything I wanted. So I considered Ren as my ideal self and Owen was my true self or how I actually looked like, but in a way its my ideal self too...Then during the summer a 3rd came to be . A new persona fursona called Dobie. A daddy dom dobie that was genderfluid and switch as well. ..
And looking around i see.. I am all of them. I am still Ren, I am Owen, and I am Dobie.