I'm moving on.
a year ago
Ive been a furry for the majority of my adult life. From 18, til who knows when. And while dumping my life story and attempting to gain sympathy from whoever decided to click on this is appealing, I'm simply moving on.
While there is no doubting all the good that has come from all of this. It's sad for me to say that the wholly accepting and wonderful furry community has left me feeling isolated, alone, and with identity issues that possibly will never recover.
So. With that off my chest, im moving in from every single toxic, terrible human being from the furry fandom. People who would rather imprint a fake version they made up in their head than get to know someone. People who have no motive, thoughts, or wants outside of sex and won't be there for anything else. People who will rationalize, gaslight, and manipulate you into its all normal and people act like this. List goes on.
I'm starting fresh, I'm wiping my gallery, making a new identity for myself and a new start.
I'm not Fake Tiake. Some dommy, hyper aggressive, fuckbeast with no other wants or needs. Who is only here to consume you when you feel bad. Who bends over backwards despite his wants or needs.
I'm Tiake. A soft, damaged individual whose trauma has manifested my fetishes into someone complimenting me, or hugging me, oe giving me a kiss gives me more sexual pleasure than anything else.
And if you treated me like the fake version at all, you've caused this. And you're to blame. I won't be speaking to anyone I've met the past 10 years. If you suddenly want redemption or think your special, you aren't. I'm done caring, I'm done being told what I want to hear instead of genuine emotion. Take your sympathy and give it to someone else for 5 minutes before you forget about it.
And hey. Here's looking to the future. Who knows what the next ten years have in store.
While there is no doubting all the good that has come from all of this. It's sad for me to say that the wholly accepting and wonderful furry community has left me feeling isolated, alone, and with identity issues that possibly will never recover.
So. With that off my chest, im moving in from every single toxic, terrible human being from the furry fandom. People who would rather imprint a fake version they made up in their head than get to know someone. People who have no motive, thoughts, or wants outside of sex and won't be there for anything else. People who will rationalize, gaslight, and manipulate you into its all normal and people act like this. List goes on.
I'm starting fresh, I'm wiping my gallery, making a new identity for myself and a new start.
I'm not Fake Tiake. Some dommy, hyper aggressive, fuckbeast with no other wants or needs. Who is only here to consume you when you feel bad. Who bends over backwards despite his wants or needs.
I'm Tiake. A soft, damaged individual whose trauma has manifested my fetishes into someone complimenting me, or hugging me, oe giving me a kiss gives me more sexual pleasure than anything else.
And if you treated me like the fake version at all, you've caused this. And you're to blame. I won't be speaking to anyone I've met the past 10 years. If you suddenly want redemption or think your special, you aren't. I'm done caring, I'm done being told what I want to hear instead of genuine emotion. Take your sympathy and give it to someone else for 5 minutes before you forget about it.
And hey. Here's looking to the future. Who knows what the next ten years have in store.
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