🎂 Level 29 Reached - Approaching 'Doom'
12 months ago
The big soul devouring dragon has an announcement to make... Follow every command... if you love your soul~
Yet another year went by for me and I again collected and processed enough souls to level up to Level 29 today!
(Even if that means that I turn 30 next year x.=.x)
This year was even better than the last one for me, although not perfect, but if I learned one thing this year, then it is to value the positive moments in life far more often!
I still struggle with a few things but I am content on working on improving them over time.
One of these things is speaking (like voice chats) with native English speakers, or rather non-German speakers because even if I usually might not seem like this, I can be pretty shy when it comes to this IRL. German VCs are easy, but as soon as my brain has to switch over to English, I get all overwhelmed and shy. My first Furry Convention last New Year's Eve showed me, that I definitely can speak English well enough and once the shyness has settled, everything is mostly fine.
This isn't necessarily meant to be a search for people to help me practice to get better and more comfortable with it, but rather just a summary of my thoughts. I think this problem needs a gentle approach with people I know well enough already, no offense! If you want to help me though, we could see what we can do about that sooner or later, but no guarantees.
While I had a lot of motivation to chat with people and work on some of my planned stories lately, my keyboard decided to slowly break. Either literally or by making me very angry by adding several duplicated letters when I pressed the key once, causing me to lose a lot of this motivation again. So if you were wondering why I wasn't answering as much anymore recently, you now got your answer.
(Apart from always being busy around that time of the year, for no apparent reason. Time management is something I also REALLY have to work on still. I sometimes wish the day would last longer than 24 hours...)
TL;DR: Birfday. 29. Yaaaay! Soon 30. Doom~
(Even if that means that I turn 30 next year x.=.x)
This year was even better than the last one for me, although not perfect, but if I learned one thing this year, then it is to value the positive moments in life far more often!
I still struggle with a few things but I am content on working on improving them over time.
One of these things is speaking (like voice chats) with native English speakers, or rather non-German speakers because even if I usually might not seem like this, I can be pretty shy when it comes to this IRL. German VCs are easy, but as soon as my brain has to switch over to English, I get all overwhelmed and shy. My first Furry Convention last New Year's Eve showed me, that I definitely can speak English well enough and once the shyness has settled, everything is mostly fine.
This isn't necessarily meant to be a search for people to help me practice to get better and more comfortable with it, but rather just a summary of my thoughts. I think this problem needs a gentle approach with people I know well enough already, no offense! If you want to help me though, we could see what we can do about that sooner or later, but no guarantees.
While I had a lot of motivation to chat with people and work on some of my planned stories lately, my keyboard decided to slowly break. Either literally or by making me very angry by adding several duplicated letters when I pressed the key once, causing me to lose a lot of this motivation again. So if you were wondering why I wasn't answering as much anymore recently, you now got your answer.
(Apart from always being busy around that time of the year, for no apparent reason. Time management is something I also REALLY have to work on still. I sometimes wish the day would last longer than 24 hours...)
TL;DR: Birfday. 29. Yaaaay! Soon 30. Doom~
English isn't that hard for me, but getting my mind to drop its shyness about it apparently is. I am sure I'll figure things out eventually!