I got my schedule under control for now, being creative and uploading constantly. I Found out I had my mature filters on and was blessed in ignorance. Yet that way I missed so many awesome art of artist out here. More art I guess with a price to pay. I didn't expect to see that much pornographic material. I feel again that my art doesn't belong here because of that but it's the best place I have found. Nightmare artists still exist on this platform and so this little skeleton has a home.

Anyway I wasn't about to complain about porn, jezzz. No what I suffer from lately, (beyond my excitement to be under artist and draw each day what I love) is the urge to check everything. Again and again. to see reactions to see content. Why is that bad? Because it makes me dependent on external rewards. I love interaction, don't get me wrong but it shouldn't be the main focus. The main focus should be my art. Internal rewards like having fun at drawing, seeing my gallery growing with each art piece. So to do so, I will try to be less online, like checking every 6 hours or maybe 10 hours offline. I don't know, but I wanted to say I may not answer immediately if someone wants something. I think this method will train my brain to relax a bit.