Been going through many things but I'm still here.

Just had three years at work, been building a better relationship with some friends and specific people. Trying to forget (or rather let go of) the past of others as the sentiment of their past comes up occasionally with the waves of emotion and time.

I really wanna get more art, emotional pieces and stuff with people..but I lack close friends to get things with, and I'm trying to save more money to pay off bills to be a bit more responsible.

I've not talked a lot to people on my telegram. I stopped reaching out as much cause...well, it shouldn't just be me reaching out. So I'm just letting it wither a bit, even if it hurts and upsets me to stare at the dying chat. I feel awkward wanting to say something but don't want to start something dramatic or just be further ignored more again.

But I'm moving along. And I'm enjoying my time where and when I can. With the help of a few people, especially one I've been looking up to nevermind they fell through.

Hope you all are well~

Levy