Moderate journal, got back a few days ago. Lotta fun, even with a few times stresses of job seeking/money budgeting peeking up during it. Almost didn't get to go even; 10 minutes before heading for the airport I got violently sick (dry heaving, numb/tingling, couldn't walk, intense cold sweats, and other unpleasant things). Recovered in about 15 minutes and headed out and got better over the next day and a half. We figured out it was the pinched nerve in my back because Dervak tried cracking my back in a compress hug and that's when it happened. I collasped and got dizzy and felt myself about to vomit, and it would peek up whenever trying to turn my head towards the painful side. Glad we brought the wand and heating pad because it set me right over the next day and got to enjoy everything.

Omgggg I ate so many briskets at the cafe I felt fat. I probably even gained weight for once lmao. But yeah. Got some souvenirs there, did some tours, drinking and etc. I saw one fur suit down there and gave a passing hello. Don't bother to stop since suiters just ignore you if you aren't a fellow suiter so just a drive by hello. Waiting for the carved dragon statue to deliver that we had shipped from there (lady that owns the family store that does them was pretty nice and chill, employed me for a minute to dust off the statue and everyone had a laugh).

But yeah. Home, working on certification for Network+ again, more job apps and stuff. Today got a quick reply back that a place wants to do the first interview within like, half a hour of the recruiter giving them my rundown, so some hope there!


Overall yea. I haven't been online much anymore; finding it too hard to get into a mingle with people or chats/groups so giving up a bit more. I'm getting too old to play highschool popularity bullshit "pick me" stuff. I want to talk to people but no one's much for reaching out or trying to talk to me, so focusing on my own time. Doesn't mean I'm not up for someone to reach out, I still have my discord and telegram and they notify me. I just don't do much with them otherwise, besides updating a general status of life status.

I'm missing music, trying to listen to it more again since I use to more when driving to/from work and think it would help my mood. I'm a songdragon after all so maybe I need some of that medicine.


Anyway, later~!