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ugh.
10 months ago
I hope I have time to paint soon. I have feelings about a certain individual I need to release in a healthy way. Basically, they deny the harm they cause. They have hurt me a lot.
I really don't deserve all the negative energy they sent (and maybe continue to send) me. When I told them this, they said I do. They also told me I deserved to have COVID last year when I was sick through Christmas, New Year's, etc.
I should probably do a general return to sender spell again soon and send back anything that doesn't resonate with me. That way, it'll be easier to continue to heal from everything.
I'm glad I don't have long COVID, btw!
After I lose enough weight, I'll get my surgery date. Once I get my hysterectomy and heal, returning to college is going to be a blast. I look forward to making more friends and growing as an artist despite the fact there have been people who tried to sabotage me in this regard as well.
Try as they might, no one can block my blessings. I love how my dreams aren't shot. It helps to remember no one will ruin anything that is actually meant for me. ❤️
I really don't deserve all the negative energy they sent (and maybe continue to send) me. When I told them this, they said I do. They also told me I deserved to have COVID last year when I was sick through Christmas, New Year's, etc.
I should probably do a general return to sender spell again soon and send back anything that doesn't resonate with me. That way, it'll be easier to continue to heal from everything.
I'm glad I don't have long COVID, btw!
After I lose enough weight, I'll get my surgery date. Once I get my hysterectomy and heal, returning to college is going to be a blast. I look forward to making more friends and growing as an artist despite the fact there have been people who tried to sabotage me in this regard as well.
Try as they might, no one can block my blessings. I love how my dreams aren't shot. It helps to remember no one will ruin anything that is actually meant for me. ❤️
