A small update!
10 months ago
I’ll say honestly, you have no idea how glad I’m to see your support >< just, all these days turned into total mess… although everything is fine with me, I’ll honestly confess that I hardly went through this stress @_@ But oh… in nearest time I plan to go back to my native country due to several reasons, and translocation will take some time. So, don’t lose me, I’ll try to be back as soon as possible
And also I can’t wait to gain back access to computer and to normal internet as soon as possible to say thanks to each and everyone who supported me and not only ><***
But if someone is reading and can’t understand what am I talking about eh-h… it turned out that two of my close pals murdered a girl and… I hardly overcame this stress. I can’t explain this with words. Just. It shocked me. Like you was communicating with these people, and you can’t believe it. And… after this, a lot of things went wrong. Suddenly grandparents started to feel bad and.. it most probably means funerals, everything is too bad. Also due to several problems with documents I have to leave everything here and go home. I’ll say honestly, all of this just suddenly fell on my head :DDD and eh-h.. I’m not complaining. I’m JUST AFRAID that I took commissions and I’m not working on them and I really feel shame for that. I just tried to explain why abstracted from everything for all these days. And thanks again for the kind words. It’s the only thing that keeps me going. Literally.
And also I can’t wait to gain back access to computer and to normal internet as soon as possible to say thanks to each and everyone who supported me and not only ><***
But if someone is reading and can’t understand what am I talking about eh-h… it turned out that two of my close pals murdered a girl and… I hardly overcame this stress. I can’t explain this with words. Just. It shocked me. Like you was communicating with these people, and you can’t believe it. And… after this, a lot of things went wrong. Suddenly grandparents started to feel bad and.. it most probably means funerals, everything is too bad. Also due to several problems with documents I have to leave everything here and go home. I’ll say honestly, all of this just suddenly fell on my head :DDD and eh-h.. I’m not complaining. I’m JUST AFRAID that I took commissions and I’m not working on them and I really feel shame for that. I just tried to explain why abstracted from everything for all these days. And thanks again for the kind words. It’s the only thing that keeps me going. Literally.
That's why I started to kick back. Taking hits won't get a person far. But perseverance and doing things in your way is more rewarding strategy. It's harder, of course, but nothing truly great in this world is easy to obtain.
So the fact that you're still going and dealing with all of that, while pushing forward is nice to hear. That's something to respect.
I hope you can handle it!
long as u never give up, karma will have to turn to the brighter side.
we here if u need to talk.
ear scratch?
Deal with it.
That's a super scary and disturbing them to find out about people you thought of as friends. :c I... just hope you get through it safely and well.
And I'm sorry about your grandparents as well.
-Sends more hugs.-
Super understandable that you are stressed.
I can also offer the digital equivalent of a comfort hug if it helps you feel better.
And also good to hear that you seem to be heading back home? ^-^