I’ve read your pieces of advice and I’m grateful to everyone who gave me advice. It’s really important! Well… how I decided to act? Well… I assume that the text update and communication are the great things. But I was too ashamed so for some time I wasn’t doing anything besides * text updates* So I decided to explain with understanding of situation, or refunds if everything shall come to additional waiting. Anyway, when it comes to money for commissions, I just can’t refer to delays, I just can’t

Regarding what happened? I also want to explain publicly because some people are noticing a strange behavior, and mistakes in the text. Well… usually I’m trying to keep these moments in myself in order not to put my problems outside, but I think… it’ll be easier to explain rather than look like a total idiot.

Stress guys. Stress. Deadly stress. In November two of my pals turned out to be literally murderers, and murder was committed. I still can’t stop thinking that * if this were a hints that it could’ve been me on a victim’s place* or it’s just my imagination. I won’t into details that it ruined our common project, but one way or another I had to return back to my husband’s native city to update documents. I’ve returned back to my usual work pace and was doing good. Everything was fine. But… one problem after another again. Family drama. Problems out of nowhere with documents and PayPal. And yesterday’s a family drama reached its limit and my husband’s father almost killed him. Everything ended up with police. And then * domino * effect happened from November till January.

Honestly, when I was talking about deadlines I wasn’t thinking that my beloved person could be suddenly killed. Understand? I don’t like to name the deadlines * a few months* when I’m sure that I’ll manage to finish earlier. Just… I wasn’t expecting such twists. And also I wasn’t expecting, that I’ve found for myself that I’m a weak person who isn’t good enough to deal with such stress and… I don’t know what else to say