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Its Been a while
a year ago
You see i'm going to put a new message here, and that message is the word of Akatosh, why cause YOU DEMN BE BITCHES BE NEEDIN SOME REDEEMIN POINTZ (For passages of internet portal to heaven durr!)!
Check this link! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdWhlo9b9zg
Check this link! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdWhlo9b9zg
Yeah, this year just sucks
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So yeah...this year I will admit has got to suck hard, mainly because...of the losses and changes, the inevitable fate of the future of whats happening. And more importantly...who to trust and such. I'd be lying if I said that things may have gotten better, in some ways for me they have. I moved up to New York, living with the best people imaginable, and am slowly coming out of my introvertness. And wanting to decide waht I really want for the rest of my life.
That being said recent things; **Cough** Election year **Cough, have kind of also made me very pessimesstic/realstic/nihilsitc etc...and yet. I come to remind myself, that we ALL must be strong Together. Would I have wished for a better outcome, Of fucking course. But there is something almost tragically beautiful in all this. We know who our enemies really are. We know who allowed this. And we know that the monsters in the closet really are.
If anything don't despair, don't fall under it...for the past year I felt the lingering despair, the losses, and all the tragedies but we have to remember that we have each other. If you have noone, reach out to someone, there will always be someone to bend thier ear, it may take a bit but there are still very empathic people out there. I am one of them, even though for a very long time...I been trying to avoid people because I know what its like to be hurt, I know what its like to feel like nothing works. But in the end, just that little bit of kindness...can go a very long way.
The end
No need to scroll
Oh you're still reading? Good
So yeah...this year I will admit has got to suck hard, mainly because...of the losses and changes, the inevitable fate of the future of whats happening. And more importantly...who to trust and such. I'd be lying if I said that things may have gotten better, in some ways for me they have. I moved up to New York, living with the best people imaginable, and am slowly coming out of my introvertness. And wanting to decide waht I really want for the rest of my life.
That being said recent things; **Cough** Election year **Cough, have kind of also made me very pessimesstic/realstic/nihilsitc etc...and yet. I come to remind myself, that we ALL must be strong Together. Would I have wished for a better outcome, Of fucking course. But there is something almost tragically beautiful in all this. We know who our enemies really are. We know who allowed this. And we know that the monsters in the closet really are.
If anything don't despair, don't fall under it...for the past year I felt the lingering despair, the losses, and all the tragedies but we have to remember that we have each other. If you have noone, reach out to someone, there will always be someone to bend thier ear, it may take a bit but there are still very empathic people out there. I am one of them, even though for a very long time...I been trying to avoid people because I know what its like to be hurt, I know what its like to feel like nothing works. But in the end, just that little bit of kindness...can go a very long way.
I'm so glad you got to move out and live with people you cherish dude, it's that sort of change that make the current hard times much more bearable. I think a lot of people giving into despair sadly don't have a support network they think they can depend on to keep going.
Good to hear from you Soren!
For me this year sucked too really a lot but I'm trying not to give up and I see the glimpses of hope from that!
Keep up the good work tho! And nice seeing you again! :3
Maybe not everyone easiy finds someone to talk to but eventuay you will. What I think also helps a lot (for me at least it was) is to enjoy small everyday things. The color of the evening sky, bumblebees buzzing around some lavender bushes, a refreshing shower, a smile after being kind to a stranger...finding beauty in simple things helps soo much to easy the mind