Both my uncle and my aunt passed away within a week of each other earlier this month… and my younger brother who’s only 30 had to get his entire colon removed bc of tumors/cancer he didn’t know he had for years… plus my grandmother is nearly 89 and is starting to show signs of early onset dementia… it’s been very stressful and I’ve been trying to juggle two seasonal jobs on top of it all… I’m so scared, afraid I’ll end up alone, I don't want to be alone