I can't believe it, I go to bed because I was literally falling asleep at the computer and awaken to you disappearing off Discord without explanation and then to read this?!
You're just disappearing and never talking to people again that have loved and supported you for over a year?
I'll be honest I don't see how isolating yourself is going to improve your mental health, this kind of thing has always proven to make things dramatically worse. I'm hurt personally but also really worried about you going forward.

i mean i can get taking an extended break at the least with some of the mental stress.
being termenally online exposes you to far more toxicity than one handles in real life so that getting to much is fully understandable.

it's like leaving an abusive household with supportive siblings, it's hard to let go of those close but the pain of the situation makes it a necessity.

There's much better ways to handle that though. Blocking the people responsible for inducing the abuse and trauma and surrounding yourself with people that DO care.
Leaving everybody just means cutting the support system as well, effectively throwing the baby out with the bathwater.
I'm trying really hard not to break down crying over this. I looked forward every single day to seeing Trewni come on, I had multiple movies and games queued up specifically to enjoy with him. The guy really changed my life for the better and now I don't know if I'll ever see him again.

sorry to hear honestly. ultimately better for some isn't better for all and it's his decision to make.
do agree blocking individuals is often better but when you share a community with them that often entails either sucking it up or isolating.

i know i've had to leave many a group for similar reasons, even ones i was otherwise welcome in due to my mental health and came out better for it.

do genuinly hope you manage to fill the void because, i do feel the pain. but ultimately staying in a situation you're unhappy in for the sake of others both is painful and lessens your own self importance. sometimes there is no winning move, just a tradeoff of short term comfort or long term healing.

I'm sorry but I can't take it anymore, if you want to discuss it in more depth then we'll talk in notes. But I did have fun with you and am glad I met you.

wishing you the best bud, while things gotten a bit rocky between us towards the end i will cherish the time we had spent together <3

I share the exact same sentiment, I am glad to have met you and I wish you the best.

here's to your mental recovery and prosperous future!

Hopefully so, farewell meer.

farewell <3

WHAT!? I-I don't know what to say. I've always enjoyed your presence. I just wish we talked more or at least had some fun together. I'm going to miss you... I...never even got to draw something for you...

It sucks but I can't be here any longer, I did enjoy your company too Alex.

I understand but wish things could've been different at least staying with friends you trust and care for but it's your decision and I should respect it

It's hard but I need the space, I wish i could stay but all I see is reminders of my hurt.

I understand..

I understand. Stay safe. You'll always have me if you need me. 🫂

Thank you, it was nice meeting you Luro.

Be safe hun and I'm here for you

Thank you.

I wish you the best tree on your mental health recovery! I’m sorry all of this happened you are always a great friend to me! I’m sorry I was not there enough for you

You were a great friend Rover, I will definitely miss you.

Awww. ;-; I hope you always stay in contact with your friends. We want to be the best support we can be. ^!^ And healthy to make sure you're not overwhelmed.
So I hope we can still be the part you keep. 🦨💚🦨

I wish I could stay but I need the space away, I will continue to degrade if I stay any longer.

Well, I didn't mean here. I meant wherever you can chat with us safely. ^!^ Like Discord. ^!^

Ah ok, well my discord is abandoned atm and I deleted telegram so that'll be gone in 3 months, best place would probably be notes here on FA.

Ah. I'll send you 1, love. ^!^