Dealing with my problems
2 months ago
General
Hi, I'm writing a journal to let people who read this know that I am no longer posting art here nor will I be commissioning new pieces myself, i have been having trouble going through a lot of hurt inflicted by others I once trusted.
I have been distancing myself slowly from my sonas and having hard times with trauma and PTSD from being betrayed, I lash out at some I love and cherish over it and I've had enough of it.
If you wanna get in touch with me you can still do so on my discord and telegram, I could really use the help talking about this stuff and meeting new people.
I didn't want to write this but I have been dealing with this for over a year, and I realised that everyone and everything I have now isn't enough to heal.
I have been distancing myself slowly from my sonas and having hard times with trauma and PTSD from being betrayed, I lash out at some I love and cherish over it and I've had enough of it.
If you wanna get in touch with me you can still do so on my discord and telegram, I could really use the help talking about this stuff and meeting new people.
I didn't want to write this but I have been dealing with this for over a year, and I realised that everyone and everything I have now isn't enough to heal.
FA+

Never stop being yourself!!! Giving into fear and despair to try to save yourself from the bad actions of bad people (who I'll punch the teeth out of) is ultimately enabling the problem and rewarding their bad behavior!!!
You deserve to feel comfortable talking to, and hanging out with, those who really care. And to be free to be yourself! If I could, I tear that fear of yours in half for being so selfish in keeping you from friendship!!!
Honestly, like Spritz said, I'll be there if you need someone you talk to! Never be afraid to talk to me! I WANT to HELP you with your problems! I WANT to help kick your despair's ass so hard, that it flies out it's mouth!!!
(Wow, I'm really passionate right now. XD Yay friendship!)
Life changes and sonas may come and go, but there's only one person behind the characters at the end of the day. Taking care of that person is the most important thing, and having a strong support circle is also a helpful part of it.
(Even if it's just from someone without any real connection, I do hope you're able to improve yourself to where you want to be in the future, regardless of where the path itself goes.)