I know I've been gone a long time, with some sparse uploads here and there. To give some context, I've been demotivated, even more so since my SFM died with my old SSD months ago, and Blender has proven to be a woefully laggy as shit program that is further reinforced with people not learning how to compress their textures when trying to load one up into Blender. Thank you, 10GBs of storage for a single model, and half a frame of movement when trying to pose it, and Blender refusing to respond half the time. I'll still use it, of course. But nothing big. Depends on whether or not I can even finish anything...hopefully I can finish the one single comm I do have.

Either way. Another part to the demotivation is people. People, in the sense that all they want is gore. God forbid I make a hanging piece, only to be told that it's bland, boring, too slow of a method and that hanging/asphyxia in general is overused. Yet it's that mindset I never see it anymore. No one makes it anymore, and those that DID are no longer around, or dropped off the face of the internet, or just...not up to my personal liking cause they do something that doesn't vibe with me. Yet, every day, I see gore. More and more of it. Look, if you like it, go right ahead. I don't care. Just stop being a goddamn hypocrite when saying "There's less gore than "X" kink" when that's factually incorrect, I have seen the amount of results on various sites when looking these up.

*Sigh* I'm not kinkshaming. Just stop kinkshaming me. If you don't like what I do, that's perfectly fine. Just stop tearing it all down while also claiming there's not enough of your stuff.
On the other hand, I have been getting not great sleep. Roommate, well, one of them, hates my guts and makes sure to disrupt my sleep my making loud crashes and banging things when he cleans his corner of the living space. So the lack of sleep is likely contributing to my constantly frustrated mindset right now. He pays the internet, can't kick him out.

Those on Discord: Sorry for not updating you. I've just been trying to sleep and get a good schedule going. The aforementioned reason above is why I have not been online. Most of my time has been in bed. Or being sent to grab the other roommate things from across town, or refilling our water supply. Least this roommate is pretty chill, and it's the least I can do to keep a roof over my head.

On some good news at least: My SFM is working again, so...IF I can start actually finishing projects I start, I can very likely start posting again. Maybe Second Life stuff too if I get any good ideas, or if anyone wants to join me for a photoshoot. We'll see.

Rant over. Y'all know what's been going on now. Have a nice day and if someone is being an asshole, please call them out on it, lest they continue. That's my PSA for the day.