Feeling lost with art I want to make
10 months ago
My Journal
This is a heads up/rant but mostly to say I will be limiting how many projects and artworks I take on from now on. I may cancel a lot of projects and requests people ask me to do. I am feeling like I am making the same kind of content over and over and it’s not feeling fresh. I have talked about this on the past but it’s still not feeling fresh after a break. I know people like me for one thing but I am really wanting to try something different and to challenge what I can create.
Even with this, I’m not very sure much art will be created in the coming months/years. Not only am I in a very deep stressful point right now personally with my life and helping to take care of family, but I am unsure if there will even be any places to post my art anymore depending on what gets censored in the regime taking hold. Depending on how severe I may have to go into hiding for a bit if they truly commit to arresting anyone who makes content they don’t like. I’m not sure if anything will be good ever again but I will say that I hope that the worst doesn’t come. And somehow I find a way to make people happy.
If I disappear one day, it could be because I found a more secure way to post (probably we’d all be there by that time though) or I had to for safety, or something else. Either way, I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but I am just glad to be here now
Even with this, I’m not very sure much art will be created in the coming months/years. Not only am I in a very deep stressful point right now personally with my life and helping to take care of family, but I am unsure if there will even be any places to post my art anymore depending on what gets censored in the regime taking hold. Depending on how severe I may have to go into hiding for a bit if they truly commit to arresting anyone who makes content they don’t like. I’m not sure if anything will be good ever again but I will say that I hope that the worst doesn’t come. And somehow I find a way to make people happy.
If I disappear one day, it could be because I found a more secure way to post (probably we’d all be there by that time though) or I had to for safety, or something else. Either way, I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but I am just glad to be here now
Siniestasma4
~siniestasma4
An art journey is difficult and confusing, do whatever you feel is the best for you :3
Josh_the_Kataroo
~joshthekataroo
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