Maybe it has to do with the time of the year and the weather being so cold/dark/rainy/foggy. But I've just been feeling really down as of late.

As mentioned in a journal I posted a few months ago, the relationship I had been in for nearly twelve years had ended, leaving me fairly broken.

I still miss her, and passing by the room that used to be hers, with the few items she left behind I can't bring myself to go into. I've been trying to get myself back in shape at the gym and I've been making very good progress. I'm the strongest I've ever been in my life right now.

But honestly? My mind is still a freaking mess right now and it's hard to stay positive.