It’s been enough time, so wanna clear the air about something before the year’s out.
The main reason drawing my ducksona in comms/scat scenes became uncomfortable enough to stop doing it, is because my personal passion for it was wrapped up a private friendship-turned-situationship that ended earlier this year.
Every comm and/or depiction of my sona I drew in pre-summer art/comms was pretty much a proxy for our private ERP/chats. But over time things became distant and one-sided, until an argument a few months ago that revealed she was already in relationships ended things for good.

I still enjoy my kinks, and am comfortable with drawing your characters and most company characters engaging in scat/egg kinks in commissions, but only from a detached “director” standpoint. My personal “actor” interest in the kinks died with that situationship, it all just reminds me of her, and the better times that are over.
I honestly have no wish to draw my sona engaging in kinks with anyone other than an OC I designed to be her stand-in for the Isle setting/lore, which was the next step in the ERP/proxy kink art, but now it’s just a way to escape reality in fiction solo.

Of course that’s if I ever get around to drawing that. My interests atm are solely in making comfort/fluff art & designs, and hopefully getting to work on some neat kink poses in commissions/ychs.
I’m doing things a day at a time, trying to survive. I don’t know what the future holds, probably nothing good, but I’m gonna try to keep making stuff and kicking around in some way for as long I can.