A few years ago I used to work on stories every day. I used to think "it's everything I have". Of course, it's not the case now, but I can feel that dedicated passion returning. The fact that I think "I should work on the story today" means I have found my passion again. After I thought it was all over, that my passion dried up... When I sorted my personal issues with the fandom, my passion for stories only seems to have resurfaced.