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As I expected
9 months ago
Computer Wiz and Pro Gamer 
2024 was a bust and my introduction to 2025 was alone at my PC. Not even online friends joined me.
I don't journal much here. Even though Direwolf505 has been very consistent to commenting on my journals. Yeah I noticed you. Thank you for that.
Life is not what I hoped it would be.
I desperately need a new job because the coworkers I have are openly abusive and backstabbing.
I need a new place to live because where I am at is unsustainable for a number of reasons.
I am struggling to make and maintain friendships because everyone works and everyone I know is several timezones away from me.
I am not the same person I was a year ago.
who was not the same person the year before that.
And so on for each year that I've been on this planet.
Each day I learn new things and improve myself.
But no one sees it.
I have far too much real value and future potential to give up now, But
I don't journal much here. Even though Direwolf505 has been very consistent to commenting on my journals. Yeah I noticed you. Thank you for that.
Life is not what I hoped it would be.
I desperately need a new job because the coworkers I have are openly abusive and backstabbing.
I need a new place to live because where I am at is unsustainable for a number of reasons.
I am struggling to make and maintain friendships because everyone works and everyone I know is several timezones away from me.
I am not the same person I was a year ago.
who was not the same person the year before that.
And so on for each year that I've been on this planet.
Each day I learn new things and improve myself.
But no one sees it.
I have far too much real value and future potential to give up now, But
Oh well. At least it was relaxing. There are far worse things to be doing on new years eve than being alone for it.