Heya peeps! Been a long time.

So first of all, no, I’m not dead…beaten down a bit, yes, been a rough couple years, but still kickin. Honestly nothing that insane happened, nothing we all don’t deal with in adult life, no major tragedies really (in case you were worried)…I just finally broke down after so many years of fighting to keep my head above water, and that’s really all that happened. Can only fight to keep the lights on so many times before it breaks you, turns out my limit is about 10 years (and 1 breakup). I checked out, completely stopped drawing, and got myself a new day job, was tired of the struggle and the stress, made a life choice that I desperately needed at the time that largely saved me…but it didn’t come without regrets.

Second, I just wanna say I’m sincerely sorry to a lot of you, namely those I still owe commissions too. I don’t want to make excuses, I failed you guys, I essentially gave up without much word or notice to all of you, left you hanging for a very long time. It was shitty of me to do…scummy even, and if I’ve lost any or all of your respect in that time, then I do deserve that. Either way I gotta make up for that now in any way that I can. I never stopped thinkin about you guys. So that’s largely why I’m writing this update, so those of you still waiting are aware of what I plan to do to make up for the work still owed too you guys.

If you’ve got a sketch or some bit of finished work from me so far, then I do plan to finish, though I haven’t drawn anything in over a year, so it’ll be a bit more time unfortunately as I ease back into things and finish what I can when I’m able. I do want to get back into drawing though…even though I wasn’t sure if I ever would draw this kinda stuff again, honestly. I thought for sure I was done, but then I read a little Sonic comic very recently, and it reminded me of how much I missed these characters, and missed drawing them. Maybe you stumbled on this too https://x.com/all_4sally/status/187.....YqX-9BrkHMbNgw. It’s a beautiful little comic…brought a lot of old memories and feelings back to the surface that I’d largely forgotten about…which is pretty funny, given the theme of the comic. Reminded me why I draw them in the first place; it was a way of keeping something in my life that made up a huge part of my childhood, kept me tethered to characters that brought me a lot of joy, and essentially raised me in a lot of ways. Makes them worth remembering. But I digress 😅, check it out sometime if you’re an old Archie/Satam fan like me, it goes pretty hard! 🥲

Point is, I do plan to finish the works that I’ve started, so I’ll be working towards that. As well as maybe a few new things just for fun…if and when I can. Been 4 years since my last Sally pinup…isn’t that crazy!? 😅 Gonna ease into it though…it’s been a long time since I picked up that pen, so I hope that’s okay.

For the rest, I’ve given out a few refunds already, I’m afraid to say I have to cut down on the list, or it will just defeat me again. I caved largely because of the age old artist trap of biting off WAY more than I could handle, and thinkin I could keep up. At the time it did seem possible, but I was only kidding myself as it turned out. Your patronage did help me immensely back then…so it’s very hard for me to give you that news, but I do think it would be for the best.

I have a few YCH I’ll probably still do as well (I’ll message you guys on that soon), but everything else I think it might be best that I work towards paying you all back with a refund instead. So if you haven’t received a sketch yet, then I’ll likely be giving you a refund. I know it’s not the best news for some, but I hope it’s enough to make up for things.

On that note, it will take some time still before I can pay everyone back. My current job is seasonal, I’m only part time for the moment, and won’t start full time again until May. So I’m afraid I gotta ask for a little more patience again for everyone I plan to refund, but it’ll be my main goal over this Summer to get everyone paid what they’re owed.

So that’s largely my news for now. I do want to get back into drawing again —even despite all this crazy stupid Ai nonsense happening lately since I’ve been gone 🫠— but first I gotta make it up to a few of you, so that’ll be my goal for the foreseeable future. I’d like to get back into just drawing for fun again I think…I don’t think I was ever really cut out for doing this as a job, as difficult as that has been to admit, but I do love it still and wanna keep at it, so I intend too. I’m doing much better mentally, physically, financially lately…never completely out of them woods it seems, but I think it’ll get better as I finally clear my commissions, and get that weight off my shoulders, so that’s the goal!

Anyway, some of you I’ll contact a bit more directly soon, so keep an eye out. Catch y’all again soon!

**Update**
I should also mention (because it was a question brought up), for those commissions and YCH I will be finishing, I don’t expect the last half payment from any of them, least I can do for it taking so long. This isn’t my main source of income anymore, so it’s a lot easier now for me to waive payments, so no worries! I just wanna work on art now for the enjoyment of it mostly.

As for the Patreon, idk yet, perhaps I’ll start it up again in the future as merely a tip jar…as it was supposed to be originally. We’ll see what happens.