just to let you guys know, I'll be pausing the comms for a while. thanks for everyone that commissioned me so far, but why am I stopping for a while? BCUS I'M FILLED WITH FURY!!!

the first 3 days in my course SUCKED, we already got the news about works and stuff we'd need to do soon, like tests with 40 questions or more, math involving (the subject that I suck the most in this world), and last but not least, an "essay" of sorts that, according to what the teacher said, it has to have MORE THAN 200 PAGES. and all of these news IN FREAKING 3 DAYS OF COURSE. right in a course that I didn't choose to be in, and about a subject that I hate.

why am I in? to "try" to impress those 2 dumbasses of parents I have and find a goddamn job, basically for nothing cus they are pissed at me and I can't understand a thing from the course, and it just gets harder and harder.

I'll try to leave that damn place as soon as I can, but it doesn't mean things will get easier. it's possible I'll be even more or as busy as I am lately, filled with lack of hope and plenty of depression and anger.

my life sometimes feels like on a leash, like husk from hazbin hotel. those for me are major several steps back from my state last year. I was happy and hopeful. now I'm negative, aggressive, and simply nobody around me understands this