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I'm not an artist anymore
7 months ago
I quit and delete my social media accounts with my drawings. I don't want to draw or post my drawings anymore. I'm tired of thinking about publishing or drawing faster. My psyche can't take it anymore. My life is not sweet enough as it is. I don't want my drawings to stay online, but I know that's not possible, so I'll just delete them from my accounts. I don't want to make an archive or anything like that, so that there's no hope of returning. I don't think I have the energy to take orders from anyone, so that's it. Drawing only brought me an inferiority complex and insecurity. I don't see anything good in my style, drawings, or myself. I just want to disappear. Forget about me, find normal artists with an undisturbed psyche, and I'll become an ordinary man in the street. Once again, I'm deleting social media from Friday this week. I'm setting a deadline to give myself more time to think about whether I'll regret it or not.
I myself had thoughts quitting art. but thankfully I just found out I just practiced art in frustrating way some people insist upon for "skills". So I just sticked with niche I find comfortable.
Also been modding one game, which is quite an experience.
And I hope you find other hobby to spend good time, man.
And I personally need to draw, to draw specific characters I love a lot.
Your work is lovely, I can't help but feel it'd be a tragic loss to see it go away.