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What if... IRL weight drive?
7 months ago
Day ### of Still No Money.
I've been recently catching my thoughts veering off to unusually high levels of, dare i say, almost bitterlike type of envy in the presence of people or characters considerably heftier than I am. Kinda to the point it's kind of starting to feel somewhat unhealthy, and I'm not talking about the weight being that, but the envy itself rotting my brain green. I feel like this is how a medieval peasant must have felt back in the days. I just... can't afford to get softer than this with how things have been. I know I'm not a very skinny person, but out of my bulk it's mostly just meat grown from years of physical labor with not enough padding to properly even sink the first joint of my finger in at the thickest. And how much that goddamn celiac disease limits what I can even eat is not helping. Kinda just wanna drop that off altogether to be honest. I am done suffering tinyass little portions designed for special needs children and diet influencers instead of adults with adult size organs while also costing 10x the price and still tasting/feeling like crusty fake food rations from post-apocalyptic dystopian scifi media. I want real food.
Anyway... Just kinda wondering. Would this be a great idea? Would it even work?
Edit: Yeah seems to be kind of a bad idea then... Would be nice to settle on a drive for a nice dinner for tonight though. I'm feeling pretty hungry rn.
Actually I think I am gonna do it a little bit tho. My body does not feel like it's in a very healthy range at the moment. Emaciated below that. I've got some catching up to do in order to even reach a normal level.
Currently in a point where almost anything feels like an improvement what comes to my mental and physical health. Even the lowest rung on a ladder has appeal when you're stuck in the dirt. I'm tired of feeling like a ghoul.
Edit 2: Ate a big pizza. Feeling alright again :v
I've been recently catching my thoughts veering off to unusually high levels of, dare i say, almost bitterlike type of envy in the presence of people or characters considerably heftier than I am. Kinda to the point it's kind of starting to feel somewhat unhealthy, and I'm not talking about the weight being that, but the envy itself rotting my brain green. I feel like this is how a medieval peasant must have felt back in the days. I just... can't afford to get softer than this with how things have been. I know I'm not a very skinny person, but out of my bulk it's mostly just meat grown from years of physical labor with not enough padding to properly even sink the first joint of my finger in at the thickest. And how much that goddamn celiac disease limits what I can even eat is not helping. Kinda just wanna drop that off altogether to be honest. I am done suffering tinyass little portions designed for special needs children and diet influencers instead of adults with adult size organs while also costing 10x the price and still tasting/feeling like crusty fake food rations from post-apocalyptic dystopian scifi media. I want real food.
Anyway... Just kinda wondering. Would this be a great idea? Would it even work?
Edit: Yeah seems to be kind of a bad idea then... Would be nice to settle on a drive for a nice dinner for tonight though. I'm feeling pretty hungry rn.
Actually I think I am gonna do it a little bit tho. My body does not feel like it's in a very healthy range at the moment. Emaciated below that. I've got some catching up to do in order to even reach a normal level.
Currently in a point where almost anything feels like an improvement what comes to my mental and physical health. Even the lowest rung on a ladder has appeal when you're stuck in the dirt. I'm tired of feeling like a ghoul.
Edit 2: Ate a big pizza. Feeling alright again :v
So my advice would be to consider a sort of middle alternative. And the only thing I can think of right now would be to eat the foods you want, and see if you can get the internet to pay for it for you, under the guise of taste testing.
You want pizza? Okay. Go on Google maps, look at all the major chain stores that are a reasonable distance from where you currently live, and offer to do a taste test on all of them to determine which one is the best.
Does some takeout place near you have some bizarre new product that sounds disgusting but now you're curious? Put that up with the pledge that you'll try it on camera if the goal is reached. I have a brother who does that with whiskey -- his Youtube and Facebook are nothing but videos of him gagging or making faces like he smells a Taco Bell fart as he drinks one bizarre concoction or another. It didn't replace his day job, but it does pay for the whiskey.
But I'll say what everyone else said: Do NOT do an IRL weight gain drive.