Despite reading the journal posts of people i watch whenever I see new ones posted, I always forget that I can use it myself - same with deviantart, actually. If nothing else, it’s a nice place to dump thoughts and news about my stuff as long as they’re not too personal

Anyway, after literal years of gender exploration, I realised I’m cis after all. Don’t regret the journey in the slightest because it’s made me most confident-in-myself guy I’ve ever been, but god damn is it weird to hear people using he/him pronouns for me again.

This all came off the back of months of slogging through depression, exhaustion, life changes, yadda yadda. It’s nice to feel like I belong in myself finally.

It’s also kinda funny that achieving this self-confidence requires me to basically jettison one of my strongest comfort characters from my brain, but trust me, it’s a whole deal. Needless to say I’m back, I’m ready to make weird shit, and i appreciate the many many people who’ve been patient with my massive (imo) content slump for the past year

Fortunately, that also means I have a massive backlog of really strange but hot kink scenario ideas that I’m desperate to write ASAP

Let’s get fucking weird with it in 2025 ദ്ദി( ˶^-^˶ )