I used to really love my mom, somedays I didn't even know what I would do without her and she was the only person to even help me get diagnosed and she helped me get out of a very low point in my life. But fuck, I am actually ashamed to even call her my mother now, she pretty much stands for everything I'm against. Like I'm not kidding when I say she has to be one of the most bigoted people I know. She supports Trump, Elon Musk, JK Rowling, she even supports Vladimir fucking Putin! Hell I wouldn't even be suprised if she would follow fucking Hitler if she was aound back in the day! She also thinks racism isn't an issue anymore, when its undeniably still is a thing. And the worst part, all she wants to talk about is her shitty politics, like every single day it's always "Oh Trump is doing a great job, he knows what he's doing" like Jusus Christ, what does she see in that fat idiot?? I spend most of my time shut away in my room to avoid hearing this shit, but even that doesn't always help. God I'm at my wits end with her. I want nothing more than to just move out and get on my own and get away from this shit once and for all, but there's always a fucking money issue and I need to get a vehicle I can actually call my own, find a roommate etc.

I just don't even fucking know anymore...